为什么最近我很幸苦！！

最近我觉得我很辛苦， 就是差不多每天晚上我都会哭。。我也不动他们为什么会不停的流出来， 爸妈开始讨厌我了，每天都骂我了。。 我自己的狗都不睬我了！ 弟弟先在越来越坏了。。。 一大堆臭话！

有时不想在家里，因为会觉得很幸苦像里家除走，真的很幸苦。。。 每次功课有问题，妈妈骂我什么都不会，她大声的骂！ 所以第二天要问朋友们， 就我隔壁的朋友说我在家里很幸福什么都有，而懒惰不要作功课！Jiaksai la Jia yeng! 在学校也是，现在很容易就发脾气了，骂来骂去！有时骂到我朋友很厉害，他们就开始要哭了。。 对不起。 我跟我隔壁每次吵架了。。

我越来越讨厌我生活了, 然后xxx 抱歉但我们不能再见面了，我都不想成为你的朋友，我不停的躲开你因为我怕你会伤心， 我不像拖了，一天我要在你面前将那些话出来！ 真的很幸苦！我是不是被黑暗的地区拉进去了

So besong! besong! So angry!! (miss smk sb)

OMG! Im so damn damn damn angry!!! I hv never been this angry 4 like months now.. but still really angry!!!! K.. i will tell u y.. TOday like (aka yesterday) any normal friday, after science then geografi .. then once came in... BAM! SHe turn a YaU Jing already~ (witch) and no im not talking abt me.. but a really hateful WiTch tht's my geografi teacher ~ really hate her! First.. she kicked out some of the students cause did not do hmw (thts usual) , then she started to copy all the nota..

She copied it so fast.. then she check our 1 lo... she saw my friend aka jastine did not copy ~ she was underlining it in the textbook... but the WITch said tht she conteng the book and lazy 2 copy~ then.. u knw what its my turn.. i also underline it in the book because.. her words r so cakar ayam u knw.. cnt see. then hv to dunno draw what diagram i scared nt enough place.. apparently yes nt enough space she.. told us to leave 15 lines u knw.. not enough leh!! Need at least the whole page la where gt enough.. so then she scolded me like my friend.. and say i did not copy bla bla bla~ then wah... her perfume... really reeks.. so far away also cn smell it.. ew.. disgusting.. then she say i lazy.. and gonna wright my & jastine's name in buku kawalan .. ..

Tht time i really really angry at her.. so apologize~ 2 her and say me & jastine would never do it again.. man! tht time she say good~ u learn your lesson.. what the *$^&**&^ $%^&*$%^&&$# !!! So angry!!

Y all geografi teahcers in this school so... #$%^&&%$# before this teacher also lik tht ..aiyo...

Haiz.. the best geografi teach i knw its not in this school but in SMK SB.... haiz.. I really miss her.. she was the third or fourth teacher i lik there.. she use to joke arounfd the class and fototstat all the nota 4 us... no need to copy... and the cool part is tht she is nice to every1.. always bring the whole class to go around the school... haiz.. i miss my friends in SMK SB... and seniors... I WISH i could go back~

Life.. its not always what u wish it to be

Life... do u guys know what life means.. heck im not christian so mostly i also do not understand... but i know this.. Life... sometimes it sucks i know... me too sometimes i wish why i was born when im feeling pain when im alive giving my parents trouble... i dunno i juz got into them.. But then 1 day i saw a professor.. who is kinda how to say erm... dunno la.. but she cnt speak and something else i forgotten already sry.. but u knw what i saw this professor its well known... even though she have all this problems.. but she still move on.. Let me tell what i saw..
A student ask's the professor a question: Miss.. cn i ask even though you cnt speak and hands and legs r 1 short 1 long, dnt u think its unfair tht god make u like this?
The professor just smile, then she wrote on the white board : I know tht i cnt speak.. And im nt as strong as u guys r.. but I dnt think the its unfair.. i think tht im lucky my life is, i have a healthy body, I think tht im really cute and cn have how many boyfriends i cn find (haha tht's just weird) , have many wondeful friends, have a wonderful job , then i have u all my most excellent and favorable students... so i dont think tht my life is unfair.. so after tht she kept on smilly then the whole class juz kept silent...

And now, she kept on couraging ppl to nt waste their lifes tht god gives.. "DO NOT WISH FOR A BETTER LIFE BUT WORK HARD TO MAKE A BETTER LIFE" tht's what her motto is.. we must never gives out.. After i read it all... i started to cry... , and im not a cry baby! Im just so touched by it... Sry if u think its cheesy or lame but... juz think abt it the professor tht is not like a usual person but she thinks tht she's cute and can have many boyfriends... Well me leh.. thinks im ugly but other than tht juz think about it.. Life is not we always wish it to be... Today i wrote this cause i have a good friend who is down cause he thinks his life sucks he told me tht i have a better life than him... well, then i told him abt the motto lo.. but i think he does not care.. haiz.. never mind im gonna work harder... so gambate!!

今天我朋友来我家

大家好，今天我朋友嘉义来我家好高兴咯.... 早上，十点多到学校但他不在，就等他咯，但他没出现。 我等了差不多一个小时了啊！！！！ 过后才找到她，真是的如果它有等我的话我就不用走来走去。 Haiz... 不用紧拉。 过后，取我外婆家，在马路上不停地将那条人.... 我班上最令人讨厌的人... 就是我班上最讨厌的人咯..... Haiz... sien dao。 我就发现到班上的人都很讨厌他的。我们不停的讲他。 到我们很闲了。 过后，我可爱的表弟出来了他跟我们玩的很高兴。哈哈....

My First School Karnival In SMK KB

Yesterday aka 2oth june, My first school Karnival leh, so damn cool. Reach school late, haiz... most of my friends all there, When i reach there my school's disiplin teacher was blowing the whistle then shouting cepat cepat. Aiyo so rush for what its 5 minutes before 7.20 la. Then after tht its CARNIVAL TIME Yahoo... Me and some of my friends aka Jastine, Kit lee , Poh xin, Yann ern and Diane. Then the shouted to call but not my name but leng lui lo. Wah tht time i really want to die of embarresment leh... alot of ppl heard tht then look at me leh. Damn it!! When we started walking Yann Wern bought 雪花冰 from KRS. I beg her to buy it , lucky thing she is in a nice mood, or not i beg her she also wont buy. After tht we ate fried Ice cream, so delicious Yummy... ^_^. Then we saw many ppl play catching the fish?? I saw them catching many fishes and most of the fish are dead, man they r so cruel... When we pass by the scout, its yann wern turn to beg me to buy stuff from scout cause she help me to buy 雪花冰 from my senior ma. Lucky thing im so kind.... to buy 2 ballons from scout. Haha (sry im not so 自爱). Wah.. the ballons r so pretty... Wen Jin daisuki... But then 1 ballon fly out from my hands... stupid Yann Wern. My ballon ah !!!!!! Then every1 laugh at me lo T.T So bad 1 they haha. After tht, its almost time for my tugas... so they walk with me to the KRS there... Then my Senior force me to buy 雪花冰 leh... Then they also force to buy the most expansive 1. haiz.... My stomach full already la.... Senior so bad 1!!! haha jk only la... Then another senior bully me T.T, by using my last Balloon to hit my head so many times... Stupid KANGAROO senior. Then after tht i manage to help out my senior by promoting ppl to but more 雪花冰 and Taipee. Wah... i did not know i so geng 1 can sell many of those haha. Oh yea, my good friend aka lhw was kind enough to buy the combo haha thx lhw your the best. Then KANGAROO senior bully me again by saying he like me bla bla bla. KANGAROO senior u r so noisy u know tht!! Few minutes after lhw bought the combo more ppl from my class came and bought the combo... 1E class students u all so KIND AR~ sob. Then The Media put up some songs and dedication from students. I heard my name twice and both the massage its to wish me Happy Birthday by Kar Yee and Jia Yeng... Sob they r so kind i want to cry liao ah~ At the end of the day every1 hav a blast even me, i help my club to sell many 雪花冰。 Wei seniors u guys must thank your junior lo. After tht Leong Siew Ming Stole my balloon ah~ then he let it go ah~~~~ My balloon T.T Oh yea Wish my dad a Happy Fathers day. Watashiwa Daisuki Papa!! ^_^